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“Experience is existential. Awareness is existential. Consciousness isn't.” Consciousness isn’t dependent on being aware Levels of knowing; you lose the awareness you don’t use Awareness rebuilding its way back; lost utility regained Reconstituting self-deception; softening awareness scar tissue Awareness awakening where it has been gone...

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