“What makes it possible is not your self, but you. It’s your presence, lived, that changes your body into all of its deeper bodies, that your self is drawn into and turned into.”
This man is feeling lost in his experience of love and bonds with people, wondering how he can move rightly without falling into need, want and attachment. John explains that coming from the goldenness awakened to within is being true to what matters most, whichever direction he goes.
A strange experience of blackness turns out to be an opening into new space: a space of knowledge and inner direction towards a new horizon that, in a matter of time, opens a new nervous system and brain.
In this dialogue a woman describes being pulled in two separate directions with regard to knowing and a sense of wanting control. John explains what’s happening to us when we’re called deeper: the choices to be made, the cost and what it means to remain true to deeper knowledge.
“My sole purpose is to be, in life, what we are after we’ve died. Through openness and softness of heart and core-splitting honesty at any personal cost, I live as that while actualizing the same in others I meet. I am available as a resource for anyone who recognizes and values this way of being.”
– John de Ruiter
