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Topic: Consciousness & Awareness

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A Zoom Café Conversation – March 14, 2022

March 14, 2022

“The more you awaken and the more you respond to your awakening, the more that your artificial ground will heave. The greater the depth of awakening and response, the greater the depth of the heaving.”   What we are here for; the importance of…

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The Seed of Will Planted in the Deep: Transformed, Reconstituted, and Dissolved

March 14, 2022

“The secret is in the will, right there for anyone. Use your will and you will not find the secret, even though it’s right there. Give up your will for the secret that is in it, and you’re in.”   Dialogue One How teachings…

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Beyond the Fear of Awakening: Sincerity, Unstoppable in Its Response

March 13, 2022

“The nature of sincerity is that it is direct, within. Sincerity isn’t cognitive. Sincerity is your un-understood alignment with the real within.”   Dialogue One Fear and the awakening of unseen levels The opening of your subconsciousness Sincerity: permission given to the deep, within…

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Without Illusory Choice: Belonging to Dark Matter Sexuality

March 12, 2022

“In the vertical, be without choice. What that really means is you’re left without choice on the level of your will, without choice in any kind of individuality that you’re familiar with.”   Being exclusively the vertical; without illusory choice You came to be…

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A Zoom Café Conversation – March 12, 2022

March 12, 2022

“There’s only one way: you need to dive-bomb into that tiny little bit – the whole of you.”   Dive-bomb into the deep; effort engages the familiar Landslide givenness; vaporizing and condensating Vertical conversation: be exclusive, not inclusive Concerning the deep, interest is an…

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The Deep Vertical Now: Your Only Future


March 12, 2022

“Give all of your trust to whatever tiny little bit of clarity right there in the vertical now. You don’t have anything else. There isn’t anything else.”   Dialogue One Living and walking the narrowest path changes your life Intention is lived organically from…

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The Evolution of Consciousness

March 7, 2022

“A sphere of consciousness aware, given a wonderful but impossible body. The body’s perfectly limiting, perfectly confining, making real impossibility, but not for what is invited, clean and in direct response.”   The embodiment of meaning without an object The denser it becomes, the…

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A Zoom Café Conversation – March 6, 2022

March 6, 2022

“The dissolve of all trauma isn’t through the deeper levels of your being. It’s through the initial levels. You turning into the feminine principle. The loss of identifying with self power is the dissolve of trauma.”   Power and the feminine and masculine principles…

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Your Return to Nothing: Consciousness Freed Into Every Level of Your Existence

March 6, 2022

“With each dissolve at a fundamental level of awareness, awareness has mobility to each life that is previous, until ultimately it’s able to be the whole.”   The purity of life comes from and is animated by being Access to the origin comes by…

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The End of Splintered Awareness: Relating to Intimate Connectivity 


March 5, 2022

“Splintered awareness relates to being its own. Real individuality has no sense of its own. It can’t relate to its own. It relates to intimate connectivity.”   Real individuality is love that has a face Intimacy and the primary and secondary levels of the…

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A Zoom Café Conversation – March 5, 2022

March 5, 2022

“A deeper level clarity is perspective that comes from your being, or before, manifested in your self. It can’t be bought or persuaded.”   Being the direct; where oneness is the “I am” Levels of embodiment impact the self differently The difference between lying…

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Cessation of Your Self and Life-Light: Waking Up From Your Dream Life

March 5, 2022

“If you have a relationship to the world outside and inside, your self existence has you. If you derive meaning from the world, negative or positive, your self existence has you.”   Differentiate between your real existence and your life Stripped of your self…

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