596 – Beyond Sadness and Pain: Happy Without a Reason
John reveals the source of the deep well of sadness and pain this person carries, and shares how she can reconnect with her original happiness.
Q: I want to ask you about light, the physical light and the unseen light. Can you explain the difference, the source of light?
John: In the source of light there is no light. If you are attached to the light, within, you’ll not be able to realize its source. The source of your light, within, is you, but is a level of you that is absolutely incomprehensible to the level of you that you’re aware of in the light. You, awareness, in light, cannot comprehend you that this light comes from.
Within the levels of being are levels of light. For you to realize the source of light, you would have to be a level of you that precedes anything to do with your being. Any presence of being, any movement of being is the light. So movement of being and presence of being cannot comprehend or discover the source of light. It can only be it. It can only be the light. To discover the source of light, within, you would have to awaken to what it is for you to be spirit, and there’s no movement of being or presence of being that can introduce you or awaken you to spirit. The two are not of the same.
As you shift from your self to your being, the difference is so fundamental that you cannot, as your self, enter your being. It’s a shift of awareness that enables you to have mobility from within your self to move in your being, and how to move as a being in your self. It’s also a shift of awareness, but a fundamental shift where awareness turns into something completely different. For you to know your source of light … being spirit without any presence or movement of being.
Q: So the sun is not a source of light in the physical world.
John: Nothing that appears to be comes from what appears to be. Nothing. That includes light, the sun. It includes you.
Q: There is a movement in the source of light?
John: Yes, but it isn’t a movement of being.
Q: What is the meaning of light?
John: There are levels to that. There’s a physical meaning to light. There’s a sub-physical meaning to light. There are quantum relationships in light. There are levels of being in light. There are levels of spirit, levels of meaning exclusive to spirit, sustaining all of it. And there is what is before that.
Q: You take us there. And there is a sense of vitality, life.
John: A very different kind. It is an everlasting level of life. It is the life of life of life.
Q: Thank you.
596 – Beyond Sadness and Pain: Happy Without a Reason
John reveals the source of the deep well of sadness and pain this person carries, and shares how she can reconnect with her original happiness.
595 – When a Crumb of Truth in Your Heart is Your Home
John responds to a spiritual dilemma: a desperate longing for realization, coupled with the fear of nothingness that seems to come with it.
594 – Fully Present in Your Body, Fully Present in Your Heart
Closing down to the experience of vulnerability can mean dissociating from the body. John shares a simple way to become more present however uncomfortable we feel.
593 – Honest to the Way of Your Heart
An exploration of how honesty and an open, soft heart are connected, taking us ever deeper into the unseen roots we could remain in forever.
592 – Beyond Self-Acceptance: The Way of Deep, Inner Healing
An experience of misplaced anger has raised the question of what real healing is. John takes us beyond simple self-acceptance, deep into the source of the finest healing of all.
591 – The Truth About Compassion
When is compassion self-centred, when is it real, and how can we tell? An exploration of what it means to be truly compassionate.
“My sole purpose is to be, in life, what we are after we’ve died. Through openness and softness of heart and core-splitting honesty at any personal cost, I live as that while actualizing the same in others I meet. I am available as a resource for anyone who recognizes and values this way of being.”
– John de Ruiter
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