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John de Ruiter Podcast 673
John de Ruiter Podcast 673
Moving Beyond the Spin of Illusion
When: September 11, 2011 @ 2:00pm
Where: Amsterdam, The Netherlands
Topics: Consciousness & Awareness, Introductory
A question about heaven, hell and the soul begins a journey beyond everything you may have believed, into a tiny little bit of ground that you know is true.
“You need to know what it is that you actually do know aside from all conditioning, and then you need to believe what you know.”
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Podcast Transcript
Moving Beyond the Spin of Illusion
Q: I have a question. Is there such a thing as a personal soul or is it just one soul?
John: How do you mean?
Q: There is a personal ego on this earth and a lot of religions say that you go to heaven or to hell, and that’s quite personal. Are we just not a part of one big soul?
John: Concerning heaven and hell and everything that you’ve been told and everything that you’ve heard, concerning everything that you’ve let into your mind and that you’ve let into your heart…believe none of it and then believe whatever it is that you actually know the truth of in the privacy of your own heart.
Any conditioning in your mind and in your heart is an active control on your self. You need to not have it. For you to not have it, you cannot get rid of it on its own. It needs to be consciously displaced by what you actually know the truth of. You don’t need to know much. It doesn’t matter how little that you actually know the truth of something. It doesn’t matter what understanding you have of that or what lack of understanding there may seem to be. You need to know what it is that you actually do know aside from all conditioning, and then you need to believe what you know. That needs to be your only real ground.
When that is your only real ground, then as awareness you’ll be able to move clearly within as knowing, and you’ll no longer be moving within based on something you’ve learned or that you’ve acquired. In moving as awareness knowing, within, you’ll be able to realize the more that you know; knowledge within that is only accessible if, as awareness, you are being knowing. Then everything that you encounter as awareness within and knowing the truth of it, you’ll continue in full belief of whatever it is within that you’re knowing. You will be coming into your own full interior, a full interior that your pre-conditioning cannot enter.
Your pre-conditioning will keep you in your self in what you have already taken to heart and believed, even if you haven’t known the truth of it. It will keep you in a spin, wanting to know more while not being able to stop spinning. For you to come into real knowledge within, the pre-conditioned spinning needs to stop. It doesn’t stop unless you are first in your heart contented and quieted, satisfied with the tiniest little bit within that you do know the truth of. If what you do … really do … know the truth of isn’t having your whole heart, the spinning cannot stop. The spinning will continue as long as you continue to need something from what you have already believed. The spinning happens by you. Your conditioning doesn’t make you spin. Your finding a semblance of satisfaction in your conditioning makes you spin.
When it no longer matters to you how small your ground is, how little ground you have within…when all that matters to you is that what tiny little bit of ground you actually really do have, within, is that it’s real and the real, however small, is enough…the spin is gone. You’re left knowing perhaps very little, perhaps almost nothing. If what seems as almost nothing is everything to you because it’s actual and it’s real, you’ve found your way. It will not stop opening, and it will continue if your whole heart continues to absorb all of it. You have no real alternative to this. If you continue boxing with your conditioning it will continue to become stronger. In your effort to win, you will lose.
If you follow through in this, your ego, without any effort – without any effort of yours – will turn to vapour. It will lose all of its density. It will lose all of its power. The illusion that you lived in will pass away. You’ll have your heart back again and you’ll have the heart of a lovely, lovely, happy little boy. You’ll have grounded glee in your heart.
You’ll be thinking differently. You’ll be thinking because you know, instead of thinking out of habit and momentum, thinking because you’re wanting something or needing something. You’ll be thinking because of liking being the tiniest little bit within that you do know the truth of.
You cannot cheat this or cut corners. It requires profound honesty in your heart and profound honesty in the use of your intellect, and your whole heart given to what you do know the truth of.
You will be happy without a reason because you’re home.
Q: Thank you.
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