614 – Saving the Planet: The Change That Matters
John addresses a question on many people’s minds: what can we do about our degrading ecosystems, and what’s each person’s responsibility?
Q: I would like to speak to you about my parents. When I was sixteen my father died, and for the last two years of his life I’d had no contact with him. My parents got divorced when I was fourteen and because my mother just gave me much more ground to stand on, I moved in with her. She had the strong feeling that my father would be a bad influence on me so I kind of took on that belief as well. He quite unexpectedly fell ill and died and I didn’t even go to his funeral. And as I grew up I didn’t believe these things that my mother would believe about him, yet still I would very much like for me to feel this bond that I have with him more clearly.
John: Every night that you lie down to go to sleep, lie down in the underlying connectivity that’s there with him. Lie down and go to sleep in the bond that’s there with him. In that way, each time you lie down to go to sleep, you’re getting to know him. Not his self, not his person, not his personality: just him. And let him come everywhere into you.
Q: I don’t need any kind of memory or anything like that, right?
John: That’s right. Lie down in your openness to him. Go to sleep in your openness to him. You don’t need to know him. You don’t need to get to know him. You don’t need any information. You’re just going to sleep in your openness to him. Everything that you’re open to is good.
Q: And the relationship to my mother? Deep down, there is a lot of love toward her and on the surface there is still a little bit of a confusion, having grown up in some ways on her ground. My ground has deepened more than what she has ever stood on. And it feels a little strange because she is my mother. I’m just not totally clear in how to be with her.
John: As you know that your ground is more than what she has, that makes you functionally more like her older brother or her father, where in your relationship with her you walk in a much greater perspective that just sees and understands. There’s nothing there for you to do.
Q: If I have a clear sense that what’s she’s coming from is not the same that I come from, that that’s okay and that I can really relax into my ground.
John: Don’t even see it as your ground or her ground. What you see is deeper and more settled ground and as you walk on that ground, through your walk it extends to her. The energy of it is offered to her.
Q: Then we can really be together. Every time I meet her, it can be open.
John: While you’re together, like seeing that her ground is not hers and your ground is not yours. View it without any kind of ownership. There’s nothing there in you to make clear to her.
Q: We’re both belonging to the same, and our relationship is really liberated no matter how things act out on the surface. In the deep we can really be together.
John: Also open to anyone in your past who you have cut off from.
Q: You mean, like friends?
John: Even someone who you might not have really known, but you would just see that person’s exterior or that person’s behaviour and you would cut off, and you would leave them energetically with a judgment on them. Anywhere where you’ve done that, let that one into you. Not their self or their person, but what is inwardly there. Her or him.
Q: That’s lovely. I see that and I love that.
John: Anyone in your past who you’ve had a bitterness toward – which is different from someone who you would cut off; it’s someone who you’d be negatively engaging within your interior – anyone who you’ve had bitterness toward, sweetly let her into you or let him into you.
Q: I can do this with them or when I’m alone and they are not just around?
John: They don’t need to be around.
Q: I feel like I’m just doing it now.
John: And then anyone in your past, not who you’ve cut off and not who you’ve been bitter toward, but those who you just didn’t like. Anyone who you had dislike toward. As you open into all of this you’ll see differently when you meet people. Where you’d normally have a reason to cut someone off or to be bitter toward someone, or just have a dislike, that all of that passes away and what remains is your delicate seeing: your seeing without the influence of past judgment, of past ways of reacting, past ways of seeing. What you are then as you meet people is goodness that sees. Your seeing is no longer determined by what someone else is like. That deeply opens your self and it frees your self to be like your being.
Q: I can see that so clearly. In this there is a deep relaxation that’s taking place in me. I can feel it in my whole body. I can be so relaxed with everyone which is a totally different world, instead of being relaxed alone, which is not worth much. It’s like together with everyone, having this deep, deep core relaxedness.
John: When you’re with your wife, have no private space, no private space within, a place you go to when you cut off a little bit, or when you’re just a little bit bitter: a space reserved for just you, your thoughts and your feelings, a space where she’s not welcome, a private space that you’d go into and just have some dislike for her. Have no such private space. When you enter in the tiniest little ways such private space, you step into blindness. You’re projecting onto her something that is yours, something that hasn’t yet been cleaned out in your self, something that you haven’t dealt with in your self.
Q: In the past there was a lot of this private space and the need for it, the believed need for it, and it’s been diminishing down to these subtleties that you’re speaking of. I don’t have any need for privacy in terms of being alone. With friends I do much more, but I do not have that same vibrancy that I would when they’re not there, as if they would make me numb. That’s that, right? This relaxation, it feels very good in a way. Is there something to follow that?
John: Just let it expose whatever it exposes. There’s nothing there to deal with, sort out, or work with. The relaxation that allows you to feel it and see it is the same that frees it. The beingness that you’re in exposes it by contrast. What is exposed doesn’t require your attention. The beingness that you’re in will just keep doing what it does. Your hand isn’t required in that.
Q: That’s so lovely. It’s really this deeper, deeper love beneath all that, that really liberates all of these holdings and makes this flow between me and everyone else real again.
John: Every little judgment, right down to the tiniest touches that are quiet within, the judgments that are as light as a blink: you see something in someone, you see something in your self, and there’s a tiny blink of, “Oh, that’s such-and-such” or “That’s this-or-that.” But the littlest of them, as they are in your self and you move with them, they all represent a network, an inner network that separates you, awareness, from what you really are as awareness. Every tiny little touch of it is blinding. You need absolutely none of it. In being in that, that leaves you in your self completely naked, and that nakedness is subject to everything. Everything touches it. You feel everything without judgment. Everything goes into you. Anything that has access into you, you do nothing with. The littlest judgment keeps it in you.
Where there is no emotional tightening concerning anything, everything that touches you doesn’t stay on you, and everything that comes into you, regardless of what it feels like, doesn’t stay in you. You are not being corrupted by your own tightening. You’re being cleaned by your opening and your softening.
Q: That is so important for me to hear because as soon as I believe that it could corrupt me, it’s like an idea that draws me toward it more, and I don’t need that. I belong to, I belong to what..
John: To what can’t even relate to that.
Q: Yes.
John: Innocence.
614 – Saving the Planet: The Change That Matters
John addresses a question on many people’s minds: what can we do about our degrading ecosystems, and what’s each person’s responsibility?
613 – The Beautiful Inevitability of a Self of Change
For this person, taking on the night shift with a sleepless baby and sensing the power in a simple hug became portals to some of life’s profound questions for John to answer.
612 – Staying in the Sunshine of Your Awakening
A spiritual awakening can feel like basking in sunshine, but what to do when the clouds roll in? John explains how to stay in your love once the experience has passed.
611 – Knowing the Difference Between You and Your Experience
John sorts out the growing sense this person has of being lost in her self and going crazy. Are any of her experiences real, and who is she, really?
610 – Your Door to the Great Beyond, Within
Feeling broadly content isn’t the same as knowing you’re vibrantly alive in this world. John unveils what’s missing and how to realize the richness of life, inside and out.
609 – Love: The Deep, Inner Substance of You
Here’s John’s answer to a question that comes up for many people at some point in their life: what is love and how can we fully feel it?
“My sole purpose is to be, in life, what we are after we’ve died. Through openness and softness of heart and core-splitting honesty at any personal cost, I live as that while actualizing the same in others I meet. I am available as a resource for anyone who recognizes and values this way of being.”
– John de Ruiter
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