Q: I was sitting at a table in the cafe and part of the conversation there was about the opportunity that’s here in this lifetime. I feel like I’ve been overlooking my opportunity here by not being all in, and I don’t want to do that anymore. I know I have a heart that can function at a much higher percentage, and I want to ask for your help in unlocking and loading that in place. Somehow it seems like speaking would help me remove some of the shackles I have put on my heart.

John: For you to free your heart and for you to be in all of your heart you need to be living engaging belief, having no back seat in your heart. The back seat in your heart comes into place with the use of doubt…the use of doubt concerning what you do know the truth of. Doubting anything that you’re actually clear about, doubting anything that you have real knowledge in, creates a private space in your heart where belief is reserved for your self, instead of all of your belief coming forward and being given to whatever it is that you do know the truth of in your heart. That has you engaging your self for what you know.

Q: Making the self the delivery boy of what I know in my heart?

John: Making your self responsible, instead of you. The only way to address what you know isn’t with the use of your self. The way to address what you know is with belief. Belief enables knowledge and awareness to be the same. Without belief, full belief in knowing, knowing is reduced to being a category. Belief takes knowing out of being a category and merges it with everything that you are as awareness, enabling you to be what you know. Then instead of having knowledge deep within, you are living knowledge coming up from deep within.

Q: Belief in what I know in my heart is the precursor. It’s the elementary entrance for the rest of that to occur?

John: Yes. It’s everything. To not believe what you know the truth of in your heart puts your self into a position of authority concerning what you already know the truth of: using your self to inform you of what you know, to inform you of what reality is, taking you out of what you already know the truth of. Using your self in that way makes your self dull. When you use your self to question something that you already know the truth of, or to in any way at all engage doubt in what you already do know the truth of makes your self dull.

When you do, as awareness, in all of your heart believe what you already know the truth of, that aliveness is what moves your self, bringing the use of your self to cutting edges of awareness, enabling you to exact of your self the expression and the movement that you have from knowledge within. That sharpens your self. You’ll be able to bring your self to a fine point, a fine point moved by living knowledge that you are already being.

Q: How do you summon all belief? The ‘all’ part seems crucial.

John: Summon it from within your self and you’ll find everywhere that you’ve put it. The belief, belief as awareness, doesn’t belong in your self. It belongs directly in knowing, and that then moved in your self.

Q: So that’s the self being responsible by having a role in its own end?

John: Yes. What you are being in your heart your self becomes. That works for better or for worse. You can see the future of your self by knowing your own heart. There, make any change to your own relationship with knowing and knowledge, and the future of your self will be different.

When you give belief that belongs to knowing and to knowledge to your self, you empower your self to be and do what it isn’t able to be and do. Your self isn’t able to inform you of what you are, what to be and what to do in what is deeper than what your self is. In that way, belief in your self diminishes and cripples your self.

When you release belief in your self that comes from belief being given to knowledge, knowledge is released into your self, and your self in its movement is empowered by what you are. It has all of the support from everything, within, that is deeper than what your self is, enabling your self to be a living manifestation of everything that is deeper, within: the true place of your self.

You can’t take your self into the deeper unless the deeper, by you as awareness, is already governing and moving your self. As awareness, you access the deep, within, through belief in knowledge, believing what you already know the truth of. In being that, you’ll be entering your self as that, enabling you as a self to become that which you’re coming from, within. Whatever you do become as a self that is from the deep, within, you are then able not just as awareness but as a self to enter the deep, within.

The first is bringing you, as awareness, through belief in knowledge into the unseen that is known, within. In living that, in coming from that in your self, you bring into form in your self the unseen, the unseen, within, that is known. Then you bring form that you have already become in your self of the unseen, bringing form into the unseen bringing your self, as function, into the unseen within.

The first is to give form to the unseen, the unseen, within; giving that form in your self by being it and living it in your self. Then it is for you, as awareness, to give form to the unseen, the unseen known within, on its own ground; taking your self into your own interior, in which you have already become in your self of your interior, and giving form there, opening ability that cannot be opened in your self that is then brought back into your self. That form that that has is skill in your self, as a self being able to move and to do what the unseen is, within. A different kind of self. A functional oneness self.

It is through belief that you know your reach. Doubt, within, even a little bit in relationship to knowledge, limits the reach of knowledge into you as awareness, making your experience of reality small. In believing what you know the truth of, you awaken to reality as it actually is. That brought into your self enables you to experience reality as it actually is. Believe the reach of knowledge into you, and you have your reach. You know your reach.

Q: It’s awareness that’s the bringer into the self.

John: Yes. Whatever you as awareness believe, awareness brings into itself, for better or for worse. Awareness believing what it doesn’t know the truth of brings that into form in itself. Awareness believing what it knows is brought into form in itself. It is what your self is for.

Q: It seems right now that the self is a totally flat playing field, and the only thing I know to bring there is reach.

John: The reach of knowledge believed has then your reach in your self, as a self, into knowledge. Bringing your self into knowledge is the next of your having entered knowledge. That has you being compound awareness accomplishing the same in form and as form. You are not what you first are, within, without entering that and being that without the use of any of your forms. Being that then, within your forms, changes for you what your forms are; you being and becoming you with form and, as that, bringing it into the unseen. Then, you are your forms.

You are not really your own forms until you can move your own forms from within the unseen, and until you can move the unseen eventually through the use of your forms. Then instead of having form, having forms, you are your forms. You are not your forms until you have integrated them from within the formless. Believing knowing and knowledge initializes your own integration, the integration of everything. Having any kind of backseat in your heart makes the real integration of everything not possible.

Q: That means the chauffeur in the unseen, with belief and knowing and knowledge, is the driver of the forms. There was one other word in there that you said, ‘initializing’.

John: There is a chauffeur when awareness gives belief to what it doesn’t know the truth of, no longer bearing the responsibility of driving. In reality, within, and in greater reality, within, there is no chauffeur.

Q: I see the belief, the belief is all of it.

John: You cannot bring form into the unseen without first being the unseen, within, that you know the truth of, without the use of any of your forms. Bringing doubt into relationship with what you know is the attempt to bring form into the unseen on terms that you don’t know the truth of, bringing illusion into form, making real what isn’t real. The only way to empower knowledge, to empower what you do know the truth of, is by giving it your belief.

Your heart doesn’t belong to your self. Your heart belongs to what you know. That brought into your self gives your self a heart of knowledge. Being that in your self turns your self into a self of living knowledge. As that, you are as a self able to enter the unseen, within, giving form to the unseen, within, on its own ground. That gives your self skill in the unseen, enabling you in your self and as a self to move the unseen outside of your self, moving the unseen in this world.