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Date: 2019

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Ablaze

December 30, 2019

“If it’s in the seemingly meaningless little things, intimacy will flood all.” * Powerful awakening connections, some dialogue Profound sincerity can make mistakes Singular and raw in what you directly know Ablaze and you are clear and clean Go for what is before, and…

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Celestia

December 29, 2019

“In this, in you no longer being yours, celestia is yours.” * A powerful awakening connection, some dialogue Erasing the bond cleans the self out of it It only takes one to change the planet The beginning of clueless perfection A ten thousand year…

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The Perfection of Cluelessness: Meeting in Dark Matter

December 8, 2019

“You can be absolutely taken over, given to, and gone, into that infinitesimally small, known but not seen, blackness of pulse. Then there is you: her.” From hands-off to hands-on: her having hands means more than your life You don’t need the thread that…

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The Unfurling of You Before Existence

November 29, 2019

“You’re letting what you most deeply know within take hold of you and master you, while you are also taking hold of it and in turn, mastering it. A full circle relationship.” Moving in deeper availability Getting inside the interconnectivity of everything Let what…

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A Complete Takeover of You by Celestial ‘Her’

November 24, 2019

“As she floods into you, it will be through your sexuality – not cosmic, though it will move all of that, but celestial; heavenly beyond the universe, taking you over and all that’s yours, here. I have her and hold her while I am…

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From Shame and Distortion to Sacred Sexuality: The Opening of Your Sexual Fields

November 18, 2019

“Your sexuality, moved by your being, frees your self of all of the layering of shame in your sexuality that have form in your self, cleaning it. It doesn’t just open up the fields of being freely moving in you sexuality, it opens up…

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Map of Meaning: Your Living Body of Code

November 3, 2019

“What makes it all work is your embodiment of the truth you know. Your embodiment of the codes; as you embody these codes, all of these codes form together like a map. The map functions like a living body. It’s alive. It’s not separate…

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Celestial ‘She’

November 3, 2019

“After it’s all settled, in the integration of that, your whole body will transmit it. Before that, whatever you receive transmits – but not fully, until it has all of you.” Warmly absorbed and absorbing what you know is what gives it to you…

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Boundaryless and Streaming

November 2, 2019

“In all of your interior you need no boundaries. You can have them on the outside as long as you don’t have them on the inside.” A level of connectivity not limited to form: streaming with the consciousness of a cat Don’t end the…

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Poleg Beach Free Open Mic, November 2019

November 2, 2019

“You’re going to die, and way more amazing than that, is that this is happening to you, opening up in you, first, before you die.” It’s only your value in your beliefs that creates a struggle You can work the stock market, but let…

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Holding Hands In a Split

November 1, 2019

“A part of you wants to be honest, likes being honest, and another part of you doesn’t want to be. It’s like there are two of you – awareness split in half. The one that enjoys and loves honesty and responds to what it…

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Face to Face with Your Future

November 1, 2019

“Your far, far, faraway future is coming here now and asking everything of you.” Form will change if it’s free to have you and take you What is form of spirit and where does spirit come from? The great, very powerful destroyer of illusion…

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