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The End Of All Your Problems

September 12, 2000

Q: I have difficulty with difficulty! I seem to perceive life as difficult, with everything becoming a mission to be overcome, successfully. I keep thinking I’m doing things wrong and it prevents me from really enjoying life. John: Any time that you have a problem with something it is

Speaking Without Fear

May 23, 2013

Q: I’m afraid to speak in front of people. When I was a child I didn’t speak and I want to learn how to do it. John: You have a difficulty with speaking because speaking makes you vulnerable. It makes you feel exposed and unsafe. Feeling exposed and unsafe

Finding Safety In This World: Enjoying The Goodness Within

May 29, 2002

Q: I feel out of control in my life. Something seems to affect my work and personal life and I don’t know what to do about it. It’s as if I’m influenced by an archetype and keep becoming a scapegoat. I find it difficult to belong to the human

Living Past-Life Free

February 24, 2019

Q: I have been deeply trapped in a vicious circle my whole life. For thirty-five years I was addicted to heroin and cocaine. Although the drugs have stopped, the addiction has continued. It was covering up a deep grief and sadness coming from my last life when I apparently

On Primal Fear, Entities And The Price of Real Freedom

February 26, 2019

Q: In recent weeks I’ve felt very strong survival issues and my survival seems more important than anything else. I feel a very deep, primal fear. John: Have no issue with it. It’s clear: you are not going to survive. You’re going to die, so until then live from

Physical Pain: What Really Helps?

November 17, 2015

Q: I’ve had pain in both legs for a year, and in one of my feet every day. I’d like to know what’s happening with my legs. John: First, you don’t need to know what’s going on with the pain in your legs for you to be at home

How Can I Help Others Heal?

September 24, 2012

Q: For some time I’ve been feeling that my purpose on earth is to help people heal, not as much physically as spiritually. What inside of me needs to open or develop to be able to do so? John: You’re wanting to help people heal because you are open

Deeply Enjoying Your Father

November 23, 2017

Q: My father has a mental health condition that’s rapidly getting worse. He’s so sweet and vulnerable in it. When I told him I was coming to this seminar he said “say a prayer for me.” I don’t know what to do for him, and I really love him.

Gently Letting In Your Past

December 9, 2002

Q: Sometimes in my connection with you I hit a wall inside. There’s a sense of something bad in me and I wonder about it. When I was eighteen I had an abortion. I was four months pregnant. After the event, I completely cut off from it and put it

How Can I Help Myself During a Panic Attack?

November 23, 2017

Q: Lately I have been having panic attacks. I’ve had anxieties as long as I can remember and I feel I’ve trained my nervous system this way. I wish I could let go more and relax, like a child in her mother’s arms. Can you help me with what

Evolving In The Midst Of Bipolar Disorder

February 19, 2012

Q: For some time now I’ve experienced strong bipolar episodes. I don’t want to be a victim and I do accept responsibility, but their impact is so intense and they throw me so far from my self, I feel that I don’t have my independence anymore. There’s a relentless

How Can I Experience Forgiveness?

September 1, 2000

Q: I feel so much pain in my heart. Can you speak of how to experience forgiveness? John: By never, ever being hard on your self again. Q: How do you do that? John: By never judging yourself based on anything that you’ve ever learned, never judging yourself

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The End Of All Your Problems

September 12, 2000

Speaking Without Fear

May 23, 2013

Finding Safety In This World: Enjoying The Goodness Within

May 29, 2002

Living Past-Life Free

February 24, 2019

On Primal Fear, Entities And The Price of Real Freedom

February 26, 2019

Physical Pain: What Really Helps?

November 17, 2015

How Can I Help Others Heal?

September 24, 2012

Deeply Enjoying Your Father

November 23, 2017

Gently Letting In Your Past

December 9, 2002

How Can I Help Myself During a Panic Attack?

November 23, 2017

Evolving In The Midst Of Bipolar Disorder

February 19, 2012

How Can I Experience Forgiveness?

September 1, 2000