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Staying True to the Sunshine of Awakening
March 7, 2021 @ 11:00am
Using the analogy of awakening as the experience of golden sunshine, John explains what’s happening when clouds seem to cover it, and how to remain oriented to your love of the sun.
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Why is it so easy to forget to be the deepest that we really know, and carry on in the midst of life as we did before? And relating with others from new openness can mean feeling exposed, disconnected and out of control. Two questioners bring to John their difficulties with living their awakening.
The agreement we made before we came into this world, and the search for what we really are: topics that point to our true home within, an unseen level only accessed by the stillness of a listening heart.
Expansion into other realms opens a tender, divine level of humanness and the deep, inner purpose of being in this life. John describes how this extraordinary development brings with it the integration of masculine and feminine energies, sexuality of a celestial kind, and the power to move as a celestial being.
In this dialogue, a young man says he’s ready for ultimate truth, and learns from John what that would actually require.
A strange experience of blackness turns out to be an opening into new space: a space of knowledge and inner direction towards a new horizon that, in a matter of time, opens a new nervous system and brain.
This man really wants to know his soul and how this might enhance others’ happiness.This is a dialogue full of fine detail as John describes the soul, how it develops, and all that must harmonize to manifest its value in our life, with others.
This discussion goes ‘way out there’! It touches into the emergence of a greater reality, our inner blueprint, and what happens as we resonate and respond to this deep movement of oneness entering reality.
Our sense of freedom and individuality is exposed as illusory in this dialogue. John shows the questioner the key to the potential of our selves: the freedom of awareness confined to knowing, and further, that recognized sameness is the way to true individuality. This seeming paradox enables conductivity – the instant connection and free streaming of knowledge through our selves and beyond.
Topics from the experience of emptiness, the need to be met in relationship, and one of life’s most fundamental questions are explored with John in this open mic.
“Cosmic love that calls you: higher than all of this world, most intimate and clean”. This is how John concludes his response to this young man asking the fundamental question: “What is Truth?” Watch the rest of his answer.
The Questioner is asking about something called a touchstone that is used to find what is gold and what is not gold. and something called the philosopher’s stone that turns base metal into gold. Which one is real?
Exploring the characters and concepts in the movie “Locke”.
– Moving by clarity, under pressure
– Lived-in clarity that is paid for through time and troubles
– If someone is living being really clear, they are generally not distracted.
– If the heart closes then there is no heart in the self.
– A heartless self: A less than human self.
– It’s an open heart that gives the self its humanness
– Separation begins at a subtle level.
– When awareness, on its own, turns away from what it knows, that manifests as a closing in the heart. It shows first in the heart, then in the self.
– Empowering direct knowledge into clarity and empowering clarity into our selves:it’s simple but it costs a lot.
– Relying on clarity is the step right into the self.
– Authentic kindness isn’t learned, it’s a fruit of being.
– The main character coming to love, where he didn’t want to.
