Q: I feel I closed off my sensitivity very young, and later in life closed it off even more. I’d love to connect with it fully, and really live what I know. John: Nurture the little within your self. When you have some measure…
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Q: My question is about how to be in the ending of a relationship. My partner has decided it’s not right for him to be with me and I’m ready to let go, to see the good in what is there between us and…
Q: The question “what am I living for?” has been with me a lot in my life. I’ve felt desperate and known I was not living. Now, there is more peace around the desperation. I know there’s truth in that, but I can relax…
Q: All that started around the virus has made me really look at the choices I’ve been making in my life. Just as lockdown began, I knew I needed to get back to the country where my partner lives, get back to our bond…
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March 30, 2020
“Your sword is your thinking and your feeling. It lies down under favorable circumstances. It rests. But when it’s offended, it rises. Live without your sword and later you’ll start to realize where and how to use it.” * Interactive Online Meeting Letting your…
Frequently Asked Questions Meetings and Events How can I meet John de Ruiter? In-person events are held in Edmonton and at Midnight Sky. For more information on in-person events see the event calendar. Interactive Livestreams are held via Zoom. Visit John de Ruiter TV for…
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January 4, 2020
“It’s all beyond the deeper self, but it makes in you a higher self: a self that thinks, feels, sees and understands in the same way as all of these streams. You streaming in tender being understanding; the changing of your eyes and your…
Q: You’ve recently spoken about what being woman is and I’ve been wondering whether it’s really the same to be a man. John: At the very base of it, yes. When awareness integrates consciousness, it doesn’t just enter into being both man and…
Q: I don’t see where personal love – the love from one person to another – fits with the love which just is. Are they related, or is personal love between two people more based on wants, needs and desires? It seems to me…
Q1: I come from the States, and my question is about my connection to our society. I’ve never been political but I feel a sense of connection and therefore would like to be part of moving things in a more positive direction than I…
Q: If I’m true in what my heart is wanting and desiring, it’s to have a child. It’s probably been six years since I’ve had a partner and I’m forty-four next month. I’m wondering whether to do it on my own, with insemination. I…
Q: I am in this retreat and I’m surrounded by all these beautiful women and I’m wanting, wanting, wanting. Whether I want it to or not, it’s there. John: You cannot act on it. Just because you want something, that doesn’t mean you have…
